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Past. Present. Future

Friday, December 30, 2005

The day of days

this is historic.


the solo exhibition paintings have been completed. i heave a sigh of relief. one huge load is finally off my shoulder. n i get that sense of achievement n safisfaction. of being very contented. u say to urself. yes. i did it.

that strikes one resolution on my wishlist. it was the thought of wish on the wishlist that kept me goin thruout. hmm not bad. finish so close to new year. which uwd make this year's new year celebration all the more meaningful.

point is- this solo exhibition has definitely been a learning experience. painting is a struggle, but to me not as painful a struggle as mugging. wif painting, u let ur mind wander abt issues n events while doing ur work n it has a therapeutic, even relaxing effect. there r times where u r tempted to tell urself this is the best already. no point going further. but a limit is only possible if u believe it to b, what u'll achieve u'll never noe. so push urself n try harder. n unlike mugging the outcome of painting is can see one. so of course better than seeing papers n red marks done in koh's squigly wormly pi sai handwriting.

tmw will wrap u this solo exhibition thing by taking the pics n doing the writeups for the exhibition catalogue that uob wants to help me publish. all i have to do is supply the gd stuff n they'll do the printing. costs? they'll cover. charity la.

n i received an sms todae that really made my day. it said that hi this is mr gilbert lee...he'll b our NEW ct AND econs teacher. rock on man. its out wif the old in wif the new. bye bye sleeveless. u've been TERMINATED. so next year econs still got hope....

yep that wraps up the DAY OF DAYS. oh ya another thing. since 2005 is ending, my term as painter of THE YEAR is also ending. so come next year kindly address me as your majesty n not mr uob or i'll sue u in court. i'll have plenty of money from my 20k to hire that davindar singh fella. so dong play play wif his royal highness.

Thursday, December 29, 2005

well wellzzzzzzzzzzzzz

to begin wif, happy birfday stephanie! ur getting a yr older n wiser, but not as old n wise as me haha! n what kind of reply was that....what "y r u so nice haha thanx". doesn't make any sense. but well, the female species r complex n nebulous creatures u noe.

still working on my painting. hope to complete it by tmw. coz whole weekend not free n i want to rest on monday. so jia you ba. n to all u folks out there anxious anticipating a first glance at my new work, sorry this boy's not leaking anything baby. but its gd stuff haha. once u see it u'll never b the same again. ok jk jk.

n i'm excited.spending new year's eve n new year's dae at sean's place. countdown will also b there. n new years day will b providing the music for sean's cousin seraphin's baptism. so eagerly looking forward to it....but first.........must complete this painting. then can REALLY really enjoy.

hahas this hardworking artist is going back to work now. ciao pplz

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

chia's leavin......:(

This guy’s feelin sad.

Chia’s leavin nj. just sought confirmation from him. ya i noe its difficult to sit n endure all the crap that he says that just goes round n round n round but hes an excellent teacher. n i respect him for that.

How bad can things get already? all my gd teachers have all left me. one way or another. first was mark low, then damian chee, then Donald witby n now this. How sadistic can this rick sack grey piece of shit get?!! 2006’s goin to b a very very tough year. Tougher than 2005 definitely. 2005 had its great moments, but the shittiest ones came from that rick sack piece of shit. what wif not givin students revision break b4 promos, still expecting full attendance…n still expect us to cum backt o sch after their shitty promo exams. To do what? Listen to that stupid Virgin bitch talk abt how gd a leader she is. She n her stupid lemmings. N stupid sleeveless still thinking shes hell of a gd econs tutor. N heard that they’re goin to split our gp groupings again based on our promos results. Which means I won’t b seeing jon n lun lun 4 gp anymore.

To hell wif the college. Fuck them upside down from top to bottom.

Ya ya blame n blame everyone n everybody else when something fucked up like this happens to me. Its jus human nature. I’ll soon get used to it. There’s a rhyme n reason behind every motherfucking thing that’s fucking happening to me.

2006’s goin to b a tough year. Not made easier by the a levels. Well I better enjoy this last stretch of the holidays while I still can….n have a gd new year celebration while I still also can. B4 the storm comes.

N I’m also feelin shitty abt my last painting. I think I burnt myself out on the second one already, n I think I’m goin to do a slip shot job of this. I must MUST MUST have at least 3 daes to rest n waste away my earthy body by just doin nothing productive b4 sch reopens.

Wif regard to holidae hw. That can wait. This grey piece of shit institution has no right to encroach on my holidae enjoyment.

Monday, December 26, 2005

Christmas 2005

Just came back from baiduri. I had a very memorable Christmas. but anyway staying overnight was fun. Ok la everything was fun. First dae passed quite quickly. Basically it was rehearsing the hymms and songs at baiduri for mass.. then after that spent the next half in the kitchen drawing the kitchen. The silent onlooker taking in all the sights n sounds of atin an uncles n aunties n sean n sherylnn all busy preparing the beef n salad n turkey. Some of the courses in the Christmas dinner. DINNER WAS GOOD. very gd.of course la under the supervision of sean so shd b not bad one.

then went back home next door, bath n went for midnight mass. First time we were going for the midnight mass. Sean’s first also. But anyway we went early. Set up camp at 10. n midnight mass is really midnight mass. Was grand. Choir n organist was excellent. Even the altar boys also got very very special outfit. Got some of the lau ban altar boys even wearing this thing wif red cross on the sleeves design never seen b4 one. stylo milo. N got that incense thingy. An all 3 priests were there. Only fr tou not there coz not feeling well.

Mass was very grand la. I have to say. Real real credit goes to the choir, organist and pianist. Their performance was flawless man. my trained ears detected not a single glitch or slip. N that is very very commendable. From my experience as pianist, I noe its not easy to get the co-ordination right and all. N the choir sang quite a number of difficult songs. Even handel’s hallelujah chorus also got. Well done!

Towards the end, however, got sleepy. Even sean, n uncle n aunty all also very tired. So after mass ended, which was abt 2, went home lor. So change an all zzzzzzz.

Then todae woke up 9am went to baiduri next door there….finished my drawing of the kitchen, chit chat, eat popiah, kueh peiti n all, play piano, brushed up the hymms, took a very hearty lunch, saw uncle Krishnan drop by…haha…caught up wif him. Last Christmas didn’t see him coz didn’t come.so by 5 left for holy family to rehearse until sui sui. i was on the piano, aunty as usual was on the organ. The mass went well….co-ordination was ok, so our rehearsals n practices didn't go to waste. though for the entrance hymm there was a major glitch when organ n piano went at different speeds coz we cdn’t here each other’s playing coz the lau tus choir was blasting full blast behind us… abit of a let down. But the rest went ok. n alot of them were quite impressed wif my rendition of my o holy night solo performance during communion. Solid stuff man. it took a lot of fine-tuning to hit that standard n it was worth the effort. Most of the time, it was me accompanying the organ…ya so that was the only chance I got to b in the limelight. n i realised that if i want to make it out full time like aunty, i've still got long long way to go n so much more experience to gain.

N comparing Chinese mass wif last night’s midnight mass, I still prefer the English mass. The atmosphere is so much different. I find the Chinese one always more somber n austere. Another reason being that I dong noe head or tail of whats going on coz I rarely go for Chinese mass. But can still gup de qu ba. Ah but Chinese new year mandarin mass is gd. Haha coz THE pianist is there to grace the occasion? Haha

it just was a very memorable experience to cap off the year la…n i still remember new year celebration at baiduri at the beginning of the year…. Haha start off wif baiduri n u end wif baiduri. 2005 was, in short GREAT.

N lokking at the drawing of baiduri kitchen in my sketchbook, all these memories of what we did these 2 days just come back. The ambience, the sights and sounds. n first time in so many years I actually got so many Christmas cards n presents….oh ya, the best card…still goes to wee shian’s. simple but grand, n there r so many details. A real treasure.

Christmas 2005. a Christmas to remember.

Friday, December 23, 2005

yeah baby yeah. yeah yeah baby yeah!

Listening to anastacia left outside alone. Great song. Todae I can officially consider my second painting done. YEAH!!!!! one more to go..to b done in a week. shd b humanly possible ba. N I’m feelin that great sense of achievement n satisfation I get everytime I finish a painting. But this time, the feeling of being very contented and happy is more intense coz I worked harder for this second one as compared to the first painting. n I personally like this 2nd one better than the first. n so big canvas…finish in 2 weeks..is really shen la. I’ve outdone myself. But after all if I have to finish all these nonsense by 2 jan 2006 such speed has to b enforced. If not then die lor.

N yesterday went for run. Felt gd. Todae actually want to go also but weather is as shitty as that rice sack campus. Sky’s either grey or raining. So no mood.

So fast it’s the end of the week already. One more week to go. Not at all looking forward to going back to that rice sack piece of shit. But like it or not, that time will come. Bzzz dong think of that anymore. Enjoy holidaes while u still can.

N tmw will b meeting wee shian again. To trade foreign gds from Taiwan n spain. n talk cock. What else. After that will go baiduri to rehearse for mass tmw. N going for midnight mass wif sean. Dad has given me permission to spend the night at his house. woohoo! I think he also lazy to fetch me home so late zzzz. So will b staying at baiduri whole of Christmas dae also ba..until mass in the evening.

Very excited and happy!

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

a pleasant entry. ho hum!

I’m feeling so happy. Progress has been gd for the past 2 days. Todae completed a lot of stuff for my painting. So this means I’ll finish this current one latest by Friday. So happy. Whoppee. Then maybe Saturday I’ll take the day off. The whole of Saturday will b spent outside anyways.

This morning woke up see outside so bright and cherry went for a jog. So long never jog feel so unfit. jogged abt 3km. timing must have been shitty. tmw morning wake up will go for jog again. if not in the morning then afternoon. see the weather first. affects ur mood u noe.

anyway todae come back from jog started painting again ate lunch….then went around my house behind those hdb flats up there to take photos of sbs bus. U all must b wondering what lame shit is this. These photos r once again taken in the name of art. My current painting requires that I paint buses inside as part of the composition so must take picture to refer to mah. If dong take picture then die lor.

N badminton lau tu aunty Christine gave me a Christmas present when she saw me in church yesterday. What a surprise. Didn’t expect a present from here but anyways. Ya so felt quite contented that night. That night do painting also gd mood lor. but I quite pai seh lar so todae mailed her a Christmas card. Also decorated the inside wif my drawings. Tock gong stuff man. my Christmas card always u can tell its from me one :) becoz of the nicely drawn exquisite drawings. So next time ar u want drawing from me but pai seh to ask from me just send me Christmas card. n u'll get a nice christmas card from me nicely decorated inside wif drawings. not bad right? but must ask nicely or else I dong give u. -_-

Looking forward to Saturday.

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

its close to christmas....lala

Just came back from church. 4 days to Christmas and all is set. The tree has been up, Christmas decorations around the house have been put up n cards all sent out already. N I deem myself this time mentally ready for Christmas. My mind has been cleared. N I didn’t regret drawing those nativity scenes on those cards. It has made me deeply contemplate the mystery of the birth, one holy night in Bethlehem. N now, I’m beginning to slowly grasp the true meaning of Christmas, no doubt aided by drawing the nativity, but also from the masses I’ve attended. Whoa this a holy man. that aside, wif Christmas, i've realized its all abt being happy n making others happy by giving. Its that simple, but difficult to achieve I noe.

N my fav hymm of the season was, is and will continue to b O holy night. personally I think it’s one of the handful hymms that truly reflect what IS Christmas. the true Christmas. not the Christmas of orchard rd. simple melody n song structure n very meaningful words…nice. n it’s the only song that actually builds up to a climax. From experience playing in church, this hymm alone, if played well, wd by its own make mass a truly memorable and religious experience. serious.

Sunday, December 18, 2005

stress stress stress

I’m feeling overwhelmed by things. Theres the solo exhibtion to rush, n I’m very behind time. I’ve even decided to drop one idea so that remains 3 paintings instead of 4. n I dong noe why the hell I agreed to help out Karen to do some nonsense kidney charity poster. See I dong even noe what its for an I just rashly agreed. Just like that. N initially I wanted to do up some nice Christmas cards wif drawings of the nativity inside, but now, seeing how much I have to do wif the so little time I have, I’ve decided to go for the simple card instead. Yar so feeling disappointed abt that. N there’s Christmas mass hymms to prepare (this one won’t take too much time)…and the biggest worry. holidae hw.

WHAT THE FUCK.

n I noe I brought all these on myself, where actually I cd b just lazing around doing nothing. I shd have just submitted a lousy painting so someone else wd have won n I dong have to worry abt this solo exhibition. I shd have said no to everything else n everyone who came running to me to help out here and there. I shd have just said no. but its all not just me. coz I noe I’ll never ever ever sleep peacefully w/o ensuring that I did my best to submit a gd painting for the uob competition and this solo exhibition paintings. I wd have felt that little voice within me, my conscience, telling me to b giving, to help, to share. I shd especially adopt such a spirit during this advent season nearing Christmas.

arh. feeling so stressed for nothing. The perfectionist within me at work again. I’m killing myself by desire to accomplish everything, telling myself nothing is impossible. But the fact is, some things ARE impossible, giving such time constraints.

my worst nightmare is that I work myself so hard now that come sch reopen where I go back to that grey piece of shit wif my hol hw untouched, teachers already begin to ask for it to b passed up. n they start piling on more work. n that’s not paranoia. it’s a fact. I have noted that some of the assignments r due term 1 week 0. that’s first week of sch for me. n by then I wd have been so burnt out by this painting that I just can’t keep up. this I fear wd come true.

I shall pray. Nothing is impossible wif God.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

cousin ethan

Today papa’s sis and cousin Julia and little ethan came to our house for a small christmas celebration. my dad's sis and cousin julia and company recently migrated to adelaide in australia. so this december they came back 4 a short time to visit us. n papa took this opportunity to invite them over while they're still here. Ethan’s my cousin julia’s son, so technically I’m his uncle. n ethan was so cute. He really lightned up everybodys mood 4 christmas. b4 this I was feeling rather stressed out from painting all day, but after coming down to see him when they came, it all slowly went away. his antics crawling here and there, his “dancing”, pouting, laughter. He quite fancies our strawberries n really is a very playful n happy boy. Little bundle of joy.

That was what made their visit so meaningful, for I noe that next time we see them again either here or in adelaide, ethan wd have grown up n won’t b like that anymore....children. Treasure them while u can.

me n monk


i also discovered that the joy of listening to enya while painting. kind of suites the mood i want to create.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

!!!!struggle!!!!

yesterday’s comments by mr chia really woke up my ideas, for I found myself striving for higher standards esp when honing the details, “not to let go” and “struggle”, in his words. Well, it paid off for papa and my maid came in to see my progress on the 2nd painting n both were quite impressed. Papa even said “this will b a fantastic painting”…so feeling very encouraged. for all the crap that chia says, his theory of “if u struggle n emerge victorious, ur work will emerge victorious” actually does make some sense, at least in the context of art. n today also tried to make the changes to the first painting, in areas that he pointed out that r really cannot make it. So yes, I struggled n the painting looks better now, at least in my eyes. The eyes of a genius haha. whoa I’m sure u all must b quite sick of my egoism streak in my entries by now, but never mind. sometimes u need to praise urself if pple dong praise u to stay happy u noe…

so til now, first painting is considered finished. But if kuenny says I must change this n that later on, then its another story. A tale to tell another day. Judging from my experience painting day in day out, I have to say that the painting process is not what many romantics perceive it to b. rather its very down to earth, something like mugging, requiring a lot of discipline and perseverance. struggle!!! :> so my conclusion is that an artist’s life is CRAP, a total shitass life. imagine struggling so much to produce one painting n after that sell it for a meagre sum. (pple won’t buy if it costs 20k. my painting is an exception) n parting wif ur wk is also a very painful experience. So to all those out there like Adeline who dream of just sitting at home all ur life to paint, think twice b4 u do this nonsense.

N today I also found the time to re-watch goodbye lenin. kudos to the director man. A true masterpiece. a very inspiring film. also very funny. So if u haven watched it yet, ur missing out a lot on life!

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

life, or more like the day's been tough

nowadays lifes been a black and white film. very sian to paint…dam bored of just painting and painting and painting everyday. meeting wif chia was…..mixed feelings. He ter kan my painting. Say this and that not enuff detail n here and there is too smooth, n this part very… he dong like. he also added that he was quite disappointed. Overall my conclusion from his long speech that went round n round n round was: compositionally its ok, but as a painting its not fantastic. fundamentally its becoz my painting skill is not there. Well he did leave some tips here and there, n I learnt a thing or 2, but it was very very demoralizing. n I left very sianz to continue this dumb exhibition. but it also served as wake up call. alvin hello? anyone there? Don’t b too full of urself. Ya u may have won some big shot award but the reality is that ur not THAT zai yet. still long way to go. So must struggle more. HAIZ!

pple pardon me. I’m feeling cranky feeling like doing nothing at all n just waste away for the rest of the evening. But I’m behind schedule, n like it or not. I HAVE to paint. m I stressing myself out too much. A voice tells me yes I m. well so b it. I’m feelin so cramped and restricted now…n I brought all these on myself. Never felt so stressed since the promos. a low point in this holiday. Which makes me all the more nostalgic for those wonderful days in spain.

Another random picture…

me n monk

musings

Hi im back. these daes its painting n painting again. Started work on my second painting. This one is a huge piece, and I’ve done the sky, ground already. Working on the façade now…so in other words, progress has been GOOD. yeah baby yeah. according to my schedule, if nothing goes wrong and I dong slack arounf too much (like yesterdae), I’ll finish the painting on tues, latest. So my dream 2 finish a painting a week may becom reality,…but oh well u never noe.

Tmw will b seeing chia. Got a lot of things to ask him abt, especially his comments abt my recently completed first painting of the series…hope its gd and that I dong need to make any drastic disastrous changes…n being the perfectionist that I m, its very difficult not to heed his advice. u noe that uneasy, guilty feeling u get where u r obligated to improve ur work but u don’t…u get the picture.

I keep on remembering chia’s words to come up wif my own distinctive style of painting. Currently, I think I don’t, though I think my subject matter and mood for my paintings r distinctive enuff, the brushstrokes r not. well historically artists have taken a lifetime to develop their signature brushwork, many of them developing it late in their lives. When I say late, I’m talking abt 40-50 years old. Take goya n dali n el Greco for eg. n I’m sure there r many more. so technically speaking I still have a lot of time. Meanwhile, I’ll still look to dali and the surrealists, n not forgetting goya, el Greco for inspiration n guidance.

another random pic from my spain trip…

me at guadix, a small village in spain


n stumbling on kevin kong, elson tan, javier, dah lun and jared kong's blogs and reading their entries really bring back that nostalgic feelin..esp when i see those graduation night fotos..sigh

Sunday, December 11, 2005

ordinary sunday

Todae as usual we went for Sunday mass, then went for lunch at jurong pt after that, then go home..and after that father went out again. Had some appointment until 6. so waited until then when he come back then we went to queensway to do the framing. Framed one of daddy’s motivational posters, my uob newspaper article cuttings n the el grecos. As usual the framer had long grandfather stories to tell. Hes an artist himself and other than framing work does a lot of sculpure and paintings… after that showed me a book showcasing most of s’pores famous artists (mostly belonging to the generation b4 me so I’m not one of them:)their paintings dam gd la. Tip top. He’s one of them featured by the way. So he got some quality also la dong play play. And his standard very high some of them I thought very nice already, but he say not nice say this thing not very well painted skill not there, the person not lifelike enuf n blah blah…

So after that I felt threatened….scared my these round the paintings cannot hit the standard…that I’m too confident of my work after kuenny long ago said “u r almost there”.. nvm tues/weds goin to see chia to seek his advice and feedback to this one painting I’ve completed.

But we regularly go back to this framer guy coz hes very experienced n gives very gd constructive advice on what border and frame gd n so on. N if the item I bring for framing is a painting he always got some comments. So every time go there its very interesting. N most importantly hes quite honest and trustworthy. If the frame is priced more on the high side, he’ll tell u immediately. And coz we make very gd friends wif him he everytime give us very gd discount. Giving us very very very reasonable prices every time. If u all r interested I dong mind advertising for him. His shop is at queenstown. Ikea there. Opp queensway shopping center. Along the main rd, next to the popular hong kong street zi kar stall.

Other than that what do I have to say. Its an ordinary Sunday. n to wee shian, thinking too much is bad for health. everything gd and bad has a purpose in the big picture. so do heed my advice and dong brood over things too much. if things really meant to happen it wd.



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dinner wif cute little ethan

This evening had went out for dinner daddy’s sis and cousin Julie and little ethan. Julie’s 1 yr old son. So ya I really am uncle alvin888 haha. ethan is so cute, as all babies r, and my parents look n sound so stupid wif all their baby talk, u noe making all that chidish noises and stuff, but at least it kept ethan occupied. n ethan seems to have developed a liking for my dad… ethan keeps on making these funny blowing sounds. well it was a gd thing to have brought ethan along to entertain us, so if u get those moments where u have nothing to say to one another, theres always ethan. ethan’s very fond of lights so after dinner at ritz carlton hotel (very gd food, but very ex) we brought him to see the lights along orchard rd. he was very happy of course, making those whoa whoa sounds and clapping. very cute lar.

And those lightings were really nice this year, but after all I seen in spain, sorry to say r, not enuff to hit the breathtaking standard. But still nice lar, and worth a look. Its not in every country u get these elaborate lightups every yr. n I must say that the highlight this yr r the decorations outside robinsons. very colourful. Istana also looks quite nice. n they put those green spotlights on those trees look like fairytale land.

N lunch was at ps wif sean. Thai express. Exchanged our reports of our holidays. I went to spain. He went to eastern Europe. Talk talk talk then after that walk around to look for nice stylo collar ts to wear on Christmas dae. Sad to say all cannot make it. Only one or two at this surf and swivel quite nice..but price dam ex.. 80+ for one shirt. I’m not so rich to spend so much on a t shirt man…so will look around at jurong point sometime next week..

Friday, December 09, 2005

feeling light spirited..sense of achievement.

Yesterday whole day sit down n pia painting. Painted til 4 in the morning then sleep. Whua stand up already r, already feel like old man. Back ache, tired, but theres this sense of achievement. n theres a guarantee that I’m goin to finish my first painting TODAE. Whoppeee. Shall entitle my this work night and day. Like the other 3, it deals wif my feelings of nostalgia whenever I look back toward those sji days. So maybe, wif such progress made, I feel very very encouraged to see that maybe, just maybe, my ambitious wish to finish all 4 paintings by December may come true.

Well since I finish early, I shall reward myself by relaxing the whole weekend so come Monday when I start on the 2nd painting, I won’t feel so burnt out. yeah baby yeah. yeah yeah baby yeah.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

uob visit

This morning went to uob building at boat quay there to meet up wif some of the pple there, june and celeste to discuss on the solo exhibition. The technical stuff. Like terms and conditions, what costs uob will and will not cover da da. And it was held in this small conference room wif a nice view of the entire town area. n the room got this still-life original oil painting by georgette chen. Recognized it from her distinctive style and I remember studying it in our aep art history. A surprise la. Didn’t expect them to put such a valuable painting in this small private conference room. First time I saw a georgette chen painting. Wanted to take it home…n I didn’t noe that painting was in uob’s private collection. Apparently, they have 1400 paintings to date, all by famous local and foreign artists.

Accompanied by parents. Uob say I’m a minor, so parent must b there to sign the contract on my behalf. So let my mother sign. No prob wif me. these technicalities r just for show only. After all behind the scenes its me, the powerful, dark and mysterious dictator pulling the strings from moscow. haha lameness. Then went Chinatown for lunch to eat this tock gong crayfish hor fun. Very popular stall. Business so gd that they close on Mondays. Then after that go home take afternoon nap and its back to painting, until now. Boring day and boring post huh.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

capricio espanol





Todae’s entry will b short, for once, coz no. 1, nothing much happened todae, no. 2, its gd to have short entries for a change, no. 3, its fun. :) These days its been chionging painting, and progress is gd. Altho its mentally taxing, its actually quite enjoyable, even relaxing. And after this I’m off to continue painting again.

Spain was...fun. The pple there r very friendly and helpful, not at all snobbish. And thry r fiercely expressive and defensive of their history and culture, which is y u still so many age old traditions carrying on today. One eg. is the large scale processions and masses that take place during holy week. Its an eg of their pride in their rich heritage, n this has often been confused wif religious fervour. Alto in some cases such piety is indeed genuine. Catholicism is deeply ingrained into this land. spain is also very very safe. i can strongly testify to that.

And the buildings and sites we saw simply took our breath away. There was never a boring moment. n if u experience a moment such as this, cherish it for it will never return. don't try to spoil or cut short it buy trying to take pictures of it. pics can say a thousand words but they can never recreate fully what u felt at that moment.
spain. Can say exotic. I say unique. Some things u see, hear n touch there, u can only experience in spain. n i hope to go back there again some day.

Some day.

Yep that’s all. Short enuff or not? i'll guess i have to work on it.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

the prado museum at last

Yes, the following day I finally got to see the prado. I’m back anyway, so feeling abit tired after that 12 hr flight. Its all over, but I must use this opportunity to share my experience of my visit to the greatest art museum I’ve ever seen, so far. I haven had the chance to see many anyway…but

The prado was breathtaking. Mr chia had said that the art works at tj wd leave u changed, after seeing this museum ar, u will never b the same again, and u r guaranteed to drop ur balls and just stare at the masterpieces in wonder. Theres goya, Velasquez, murillo, el Greco, Picasso, Raphael, tintoretto, titian, van eyck, Rembrandt, dali, poussin, zubaran, correggio, veronese paolo and many other famous artists all under one roof. Gallery after gallery, u r confronted u works after works of paintings u have only seen and heard of in books….and now, here u r walking past them, seeing and visiting them in person.

And I’m not talking abt seeing obscure unheard of works u’ve never seen or heard b4. these paintings r titans man. And the entry fee is priced very very reasonably. 6 euros to see the entire museum. How abt that. And u can take as many pictures u want inside, and stay inside the paradise of art for the whole day. MUST see, if u come here.

U’ll need at least a day to study and see all the works probably. We only had abt 1 ½ hr. but that was gd enuff. The feeling of simply being there itself makes the trip worth the while. Most shen ke impression of the paintings on me was surprise these 4 late works by el Greco, one of my ou xiangs. Personally, I consider them his greatest masterpieces and seeing them in person, I was struck by the luminousity of the paint, vitality of the colours used and the high charged emotions generated.




This visit has inspired me to spur myself on to achieve or even remotely hit the standard that these great masters have reached so many years ago. A memorable experience, the prado. now at least i can tell mr chia that i've seen them all, all the paintings we've encountered only in the form of lecture slides. i'm a lucky boy, and i noe that.

madrid-segovia: a day of unrealized opportunities

Saturday 3 december 2005 5:10am s’pore time

10:10pm spain time

Today was abit of a wasted day. Whole day raining. So not only bad for pictures, and it also dampens everybody’s spirits. Go everywhere for sightseeing also inconvenient. Haiz. Morning bus took a trip to nearby sergovia to see the old roman aqueduct and eat the suckling pig for lunch, the town’s speciality. Overall the lunch was gd. Special mention goes to the soup. But I honestly have to say that there’s nothing that much special abt the suckling pig. Tastes like normal roasted chicken. We easterners cannot appreciate Spanish food. Even the tapas ( something similar to our dim sum) wasn’t very fantastic. Tapas itself has a lot of potential for a gd meal, but the small dishes they served us yesterday for dinner were quite boring. Normal salads, fried fish, sotong. And so on. But that’s not the focus for today.

And the tour around Madrid focused basically on a tour of the royal palace. And they whiz u past the other major sites. no time, no mood to take pictures. One reason, being that traffic jams in Madrid is very very very very serious. Everywhere jam. And coupled wif the gloomy weather…everybody just don’t have mood for sightseeing. The royal palace is quite something. Very grand and sumptuously decorated. First time u see the grand, lavish rooms, u r awed, but after a while, it all gets a little sickening. All that gold, rococo décor, paintings make it seem very unnatural to live in. too lavish and extravagant. Too much fluff. And after a while, living like this everyday can leave u yearning for a simpler life. it all seems so artificial. Won’t want to live in the palace. But the rooms have an overwhelming effect that leave u awed and humbled. This palace was built to impress, and they more than succeeded in doing that. But u shd go and see see. Its an experience still.

Many of us were left wishing and wishing that sergovia was removed from the itenary (we wasted some 4 over hrs there, including the very wasteful traveling time which amounted to a total of 3 hrs). that time cd have been better spent on a leisure tour of Madrid. Even though we did not see the entire city, only getting some glimpses of the city here and there, and viewing the city at one of the most undesirable weathers imaginable, I have to say that Madrid is an extremely beautiful city. The architecture here is simply…, as in Barcelona. And there r plenty of things to see and do here. A lot of old squares, monuments, museums, churches, palaces, shops await if u do it free and easy. And I’m still yearning to go to the prado.

Tmw we’re checking out at 12. so we plan to wake up early and go prado museum b4 we leave. It opens at 9, and we’ll go to the museum at around that time, after breakfast and doing some wrapping up of our luggage packing. There’s a mrt that can bring us straight from the hotel to prado straight. We plan to leave at around 11, so we’ll have abt 2 nrs there. Which is enuff time to see at least the more impt paintings.

Can wait to go to the prado. A last visit b4 we all return to reality.

spain trip day 10

Friday 2 december 2005 5:21am s’pore time

10:20pm spain time

2 more days. 48 more hrs b4 I return home. Return to reality. To start wrapping up all the holiday stuff and begin work on the solo exhibition proper. 2 more days to enjoy. Haiz…

anyways, lets not dwell not such somber thoughts. Back to the trip update. Yesterday ar I actually want to do one entry one. But laptop battery flat and reach hotel in Cordoba cannot charge. The adaptor somehow cannot fit into the power point. Only that hotel I experience this problem. So mei ban fa. Wait until today.

Yesterday we crossed the border from Lisbon back into spain, stopping at this quiet and peaceful, remote town called evora in Portugal along the way. From Lisbon, we exited that unique portuguese city from the april 25 bridge. April 25 is some kind of their national day or something like that. On that day, it was when the military retaliated against the then dictator so and so, a revolution which was then supported by the pple. So its kind of a special day in portuguese history. The bridge actually looks exactly like the golden gate bridge in san Francisco. Why because the april 25 bridge was built by the same American company that built the golden gate bridge. Haha talk abt globalization. From the bridge, u get very refreshing views of the entire Lisbon waterfront, wif its reflection glistening in the water. And we drove past the huge statue of jesus at the end of the bridge. Wif his arms outstretched in protection. It was built to welcome pple entering the city. Now, it bids us a fond farewell, giving us his divine blessing. And I cdn’t help crossing myself as we drove past him…it was kinda like a magical moment.




Evora had some nice handicrafts, and the narrow streets we see r quite similar to the old cities in spain. Narrow streets, antique street lamps attached to the whitewashed walls. Zinc roofing. Ceramic tiling used as the most popular form of decoration every where, wif the highest point being the cathedral. But somehow, we find that evora also has its own kind of charm. At the top, next to the cathedral, got some old roman ruins, and a very small park wif some modern sculptures. After seeing all these old stuff and elaborate sculptures, these modern inventions r sometimes overlooked. I was quite fascinated wif some of them. Kinda looked as though they came out straight from a surrealist painting. And took some photos designed to bring out the surreal quality in them. Took these pictures also to serve as sources of reference and inspiration for my solo exhibition. If I didn’t have this solo exhibition thingy, I wd have probably missed out on all this. Blinded by such beauty every where.

Rest of the day was some serious hardcore traveling, sitting in the bus for like 5 over hrs, stopping for lunch and toilet breaks in between. So to accompany the beautiful and seemingly boundless landscape whizzing past me, I decided to listen to the music I stored on my laptop all the way. My this laptop really spiced up my trip la. Wdn’t have had so much fun w/o it. So listen music all the way until we crossed the border and traveled long long, reaching Cordoba at night. And listen music until laptop battery flat, that is the laptop conk out and voluntarily shut down.

Todae consisted of a tour in the old town of Cordoba in the morning, following which, we hopped onto the coach and traveled to Toledo, where we walked around for a short time, and then onward to Madrid.

Cordoba. The name instantly reminds me of a piano piece of the same name that Kristine lent to me to learn during first three months. The composer was singing praises of how poetic and romantic Cordoba was at night, where u can smell the lemon trees, and sounds of the guitar dah dah….well my experience of Cordoba was totally different. One reason due to the fact that our visit was conducted under the bright sun and blue sky. Basically, our tour in Cordoba consisted of a walk thru the narrow streets of the old town. Nice and cosy as usual. After a while all the old quarters start to look the same in every city.

Then we walked towards this huge tower that loomed grand and majestic as ever over the entire city. It was the giralda, the cathedral. Very much like Seville and Granada cathedral, u have that tall and elaborately carved belltower at the side, overlooking a courtyard of orange trees and the cathedral itself.

This one in Cordoba ar, looks like any other grand Spanish cathedral on the outside, but once u step inside, its a different story. Cordoba cathedral is also known as the mesquita. It was once a huge mosque from the 9th to 11th centuries under the muslims, b4 it was converted to a catholic edifice by the Christians after they reconquered spain and expelled all the jews and arabs.




Inside, u have rows and rows, forests of Arabic inspired, and Arabic-built pillars and arches, and the effect itself is overwhelming, coupled wif the smell of incense, candle lighting eminating from the chandeliers, and the sound of chanting. They were just abt to end mass when we entered the cathedral. At junctures of these Arabic motifs, u have, catholic private chapels, decoration, gold altarpieces, making this a most unusual but interesting monument. Really awe-inspiring. What had happened was that the Christians did not demolish the mosque when they converted it a cathedral, rather, they merely added on their typical lavish chapels, statues paintings. This is probably the one and only building in the world where u can see such a unique blend of cultures. To me, this is the one cathedral I have ever seen that stands out as unique. Not even st peters can beat this in terms of its unique blend of architecture man. A must see if u come to spain.

After that, bought some souvenirs. And I bought this small guidebook that focused just on the mezquita. And from one of the shops in the old town, my parents bought this picture of virgin and chilld set in a leather frame wif some designs on it. Leather is one of the local specialties of this town, apparently.

Rest of the day was boring bus ride to Toledo. Life w/o laptop music is quite boring. I’m a city boy and I can’t enjoy the landscape outside fully wif nice music to back it up. By the time we reached Toledo, it was getting dark. But anyway we still walked thru the town. Toledo used to b quite an impt city in previous centuries, being the capital of spain b4 they bourbon monarchs moved the capital to Madrid.

We found Toledo to b an extremely interesting city wif many things to see, unfortunately we didn’t have that time, only cd just walk thru the old streets abit. In the evenings, Toledo is surprisingly atmospheric, and I was anxiously looking out for an el Greco souvenir, and finally this bought this mini reproduction of one of his paintings for just 3 euros, that is S$6. very worth it. From far and near it can easily pass off as a genuine oil painting/ reproduction. They even put some kind of gloss over the surface to recreate that effect u see on the surface of those old master oil paintings. Only if u go really, and I mean really close then u realize that it’ a printed reproduction, but still a very gd printed reproduction. U can’t even see the pixels.

Toledo also makes a lot of antique swords, helmets, and other old fashioned weaponry, and they all make very gd gold-plated silver handicrafts too. These handicrafts have some very nice designs on the surface, can come in the form of jewelry, boxes, plates, cutlery, vases, and all other imaginable kinds of decorative objects. Lucky I’m not into all this kind or else I’ll go nua after seeing shop after shops of this kind of thing. One guy from my tour group, h/w, likes to collect this kind of weaponry, mainly, antique guns, swords and helmets. And he bought this huge and heavy sword, looks like straight out from a LOTR movie. And according to this mother, prior to this, he has already amassed a nice collection of decorative knives and guns during the course of this trip. And he’s my age by the way, j one going to j two.

Toledo was very very nice and everybody left wishing and wishing they had more time to explore this historic city. Discover more treasures that this city has to offer. As a fan of the greek-spanish mannerist-renaissance painter el Greco myself, I for one wish to visit the el Greco museum and house, visit the cathedral where there inside hangs some of his paintings…but u cannot always have all u want. Maybe yrs later I may come back to explore Toledo at ease. Maybe.

For the moment, I’m happy to just dwell on the so many happy memories and inspiring moments I have experienced in these 2 wonderful weeks.

Now we’re in this hotel in Madrid. Tmw, we begin our tour of this city. Our guide told us that how much we see depends on the traffic here. If heavy traffic, then we’ll lose traveling time here and there, and will miss out on some extra time to ourselves to shop or explore Madrid on our own. I plan to use it to go and see the prado. All my idols and favourite paintings r there. It wd b a waste to miss this rare opportunity. To get so close but not close enough…

For now, its night night for me.

spain trip day 9

Tuesday 29 november 2005 5:23am s’pore time

9:23pm portugal time

today we finally got to see Lisbon proper. The area around this hotel’s abit drabby, although the tour guide says that the area is considered a “gd neighbourhood”. Then we were brought straight to the old town center there to see their harbour, where there’s this castle and a monastery built in manuelsque fashion, an architectural style u can only see in Lisbon. Its named after one of portugal’s greatest monarchs who was the only one who used this decorative style. It looks quite similar to those elaborate carvings u see in those buildings dating from the renaissance in spain. At first glance, both style look the same, but if u look closer, the decoratives widely used in the 2 independent styles r quite different. Manuelsque style is quite interesting. Exotic.

And another thing. Both sites r declared world unesco heritage sites coz its extremely rare to see this style. U can only see this kind of décor in Lisbon, and in Lisbon itself, only 2 sites built in this style exsist/survive. the 2 sites being the castle and the monastery.

And there’s also a huge monument along the harbour dedicated to the Discovery. Discovery of the new lands. The Portuguese were historically quite avid explorers and discovered many new previously unheard of foreign lands. And becoz of this they cd stretch their power overseas, making them a very powerful naval power. South Africa, parts of south America, Malacca, the east indies, Australia, japan, korea…all where some of the places where they set foot on. Places where nobody set foot b4. some of them, they claimed as colonies, others they just used as trading ports (indirect rule haha). And so they became very rich. All this happened during king manuel’s time, and so he had the money to hire the best artists and architects of the time to work for him, giving rise to the manuelsque style.

Then after being awed by all this and the monastery, we were brought next door to the monastery there to this café. Here in this café, was where the famed Portuguese egg tart was invented. So we got the chance to try the original egg tarts, and I tell u these stuff is fantastic. Very different from those u have back home. The egg filling tastes about the same, just that here, the sweetness is just right. The difference lies in the crust, where here the original one’s flakier and thinner. Shiok. And the ambience is dam gd also. They have all these blue, well-decorated tiles, antique tables, lights, shelves and stucco cornices dating from the 19th century. So ambience is also very shiok. Its probably the most memorable experience we’ve had here in Portugal.

After that, we proceed for a 1 ½ hr drive to fatima. All along the way, I cdn’t doze off, as pple wd usually do in a long bus ride. Its probably the excitement, and a multitude of emotions and thoughts within me that kept me awake. On the look out for the first sight of the holy city. What am I going to do there first? Will we have enuff time? What kind of souvenirs will they b selling there? And all this kind of stuff.

And of course the moment finally came. We stopped for lunch first, not far from the shrine. So me, papa and mama faster eat finish then go downstairs to get some souvenirs and holy stuff/statues/rosaries/blah blah from this huge souvenir shop just selling all this kind. Ya bought a lot. Some for close family members, friends, and we also got something for father brys and Geraldine. Sean and his parents also we got something for them. Shop until song song then we all boarded the bus again.

Here in fatima they have a tradition. Pple who shop at this outlet (one of the main outlets here for selling this kind of things) wd b given some lucky draw tickets at the entrance. The tradition is that every tour bus wd have a lucky draw and the lucky one wd have this huge statue of the virgin. Of course we were hoping to get it as I think we r the only catholics in our tour group, but unfortunately the virgin didn’t chose us. It went to this young girl. So there must have been a reason and purpose for this choice. And shop shop already until very contented. So wif or w/o the statue wo men ye shi wu suo wei.

The basilica was huge. Grand but simple in décor. Quite unlike those cathedrals we’ve been seeing past few days. Sometimes too much can become very distracting, and I liked it simple this way. It wasn’t really an emotional moment for us la. Not so drama la. Lets b frank here. But it was very fulfilling. I cannot exactly describe this feeling in words. Tour guide gave us all 45 mins to see, walk around, and for pple like us, spend some quiet time in prayer. Other that also collected some holy water from this tap in the middle of the large square. Water comes from a spring flowing from under the basilica

So finally I can say I’ve been to fatima. And thank goodness we came in the off-peak seasons. In the so-called holy mths of may to oct, fatima’s quite packed wif pilgrims. I was afraid of this. But today when we went there, there were not as many pple there, so it was all a very pleasant experience. In the off peak mths fatima is actually quite a quiet town, set admist some huge national parks. And pleasant weather today too. Clear blue sky.


fatima at last!!!



Heading back to Lisbon, I finally fell asleep, after all the excitement died down. Reaching Lisbon, we were brought to the main old town square, called rosio square. Sun had set/was preparing to set. Walked around and just enjoyed the ambience of the city and the night lighting that started to come out. And we didn’t buy any other souvenirs coz still feeling su ba tock after buying all we wanted at fatima. The old town is quite nice. Not as old as those in spain. Lisbon used to have those similar to those in spain, but an earthquake in the 18th century destroyed the entire town. So all the architecture here dates from 18th century onward. Few buildings dating b4 this survive, except perhaps some old monuments and the manuelsque monastery of San Jeranimo. And we were brought to some other sites as well. Right now, the one that stands out is hero’s square located next to the harbour. Quite a big space surrounded by grand government baroque buildings. Really a spectacle when they light it all up at night.

Lisbon to me is a city that kind of grows on u. its not so easy to fall in love wif the first time u see it, like the cities of Seville and Barcelona. First few times u look at it the overall impression u get is that the city’s quite drabby and sometimes messy, wif a fare share of ugly buildings built in bad taste (but still looks better than s’pore). Architecture wise, it of course can never hope to match those u see in those great and old spainsh cities of Toledo, Seville, Barcelona, Valencia. (Madrid I’ve yet to visit, so cannot comment now)

But Lisbon has its own charm. And I’m beginning to appreciate such charm. Part of the charm I think lies in the fact that becoz its now as nice as the other European counterparts, u really look out for the gems that lie hidden in those obscure nook and crannies of the city. Unlike in say Barcelona, where everythings so nice u sometimes take it all for granted. Its then that u reallt begin to fully appreciate its beauty and the city’s culture. And some of the Portuguese architecture and traditions can b quite unique and interesting.

seville to lisbon, portugal

Tuesday 29 november 2005 4:08pm s’pore time

8:08am portugal time

I’m in this Lisbon hotel where we r staying for 2 nights. The drive towards Lisbon has been both spectacular at first then disappointing. From this super super long bridge where we passed into Lisbon we saw from the bus the entire waterfront of the city. Like rio de Janeiro in brazil, we saw in the very distant distance the huge statue of jesus lit up spectacularly. Arms outstretched in protection of the city. It was designed to b the first thing u set ur eyes upon b4 u enter the city. That’s b4 they built this supermodern and long bridge recently, the one which we’re traveling on now. Its called the vasco da gama bridge, after the famous Portuguese explorer. The statue was erected I thanksgiving for sparing Portugal from taking part in the horrors of wwii. It wd have been a magnificent sight…maybe we’ll see it close up today when we do our city tour. If not today, then perhaps tmw. We spend 2 days here.

Portugal time is 1 hr behind spain time. Just as a footnote.

And today is a long awaited moment. Finally, we get to go the ever famed holy city of Fatima. Anticipation is up and excitement is high. Can’t wait to get there la.

Seville...ahhhh

Sunday 28 november 2005 12:28am s’pore time

5:28pm spain time

I’m here blogging in the bus again. We’ve moved on from torromolinos to Seville, the capital city of Andalusia. It is also the 4th largest city in spain. After Madrid (the biggest), Barcelona, Valencia. On the way we stopped by at Gibraltar, a british colony. What was amazing abt it was the caves. Taking thousands of years to form. The stalactites and stalagmites were… sagrida famiglia architecture touched by a divine hand. Yes a grade higher. If u thought Barcelona was beautiful, Seville wd make u think again. This city also has its fair share of spectacular architecture. Only difference is the styles. Barcelona peaked in the 19th century with the beginning of th industrial revolution, that’s why u see the spectacular examples of more modern architecture. Seville achieved its prime during the renaissance, where wif the discovery of the new world, it became the most important (and I think the only one) where the romantic and world famous explorers and conquistadors set off. Pissaro. Columbus. Cortez. Magellan. These r the more famous of such pple who disembarked and embarked from Seville b4 and after they sailed to the new worls. Well I’ll make an exception for Magellan who was murdered by locals in the Philippines, but his cronies survived (not many in fact) and came back to tell the tale. He had left wif some thousand men and 20 over ships. They only came back w/o their captain, but wif only 1 ship remaining and 18 men. There’s this monument near to the banks there that commemorates this.

And Seville has been the backdrop to many many operas and famous literary works. Or operas for example, some examples. Marriage of figaro (Mozart), Carmen (Bizet), La Oforza del destino (Verdi), Barber of Seville (Rossini), and still got some other more famous operas by Verdi, bellini, mozart, donizetti, Puccini that I cannot recall straight away. But u get the idea. How one city, just one, cd inspire so many artists and writers and poets to produce their great pieces of art.

In Seville, we were brought to see the site for the 92 world exposition. Some fascinating modern architecture….and then the buildings from the 29 exhibition held between spain and latin America to commemorate the anniversary of the discovery of the new world. Those buildings were really something. Each latin American country has a pavilion of its own. Many have its own interesting blend of architectural elements. Remarkable. Most r used as the respective embassies of the latin American counties, and schools, and for the smaller ones, restaurants. The highlight of this area is the pavilion dedicated to spain itself, where they blended every imaginable stylistic period of spainish architecture into one huge edifice. From the moors, romans, the Spanish themselves, and so on. All chum chum together make until very very nice. And very huge. If ur a star wars fan, u’ll probably remember this building as one of the backsrops they used in episode ii.

And after a while all this stuff starts to make me feel numb. And I find myself consciously stopping myself from falling into that spell where every spectacular sight looks the same.

We were then brought for some night walks in Santa cruz, their old quarter. Very romantic and cosy. All the buildings r built super super close to one another. Streets r super narrow..maybe fit for only at max, 3 pple to walk side by side. If u r on one of the balconies, u can literally reach out to touch ur neighbour opposite’s balcony. Yes its that close. According to our guide, (this nice, friendly old woman) they built it so close to keep out the heat in the sweltering hot summers. Had dinner then we checked into our hotel into Seville.
Our hotel is located abit far from the city center, but we’re very happy wif it. Like suite like that, very big. Even my parents got their own room to sleep in. tock gong. And inspired by a documentary that they screened in the bus of seville’s holy week procession, I started work on a drawing on the same theme. Commemorating the events of the passion of Christ wif much pomp, splendor and religious fervoir, it must have been a veryt dramatic and unforgettable sight.

So today we began our quite detailed city day tour, where once again we were brought to the 2 expo sites, wif commentary from the local guide (that nice old woman). Then saw their super nice ex-tobacco factory (where Carmen from the opera used to work). Now it’s a university.

After that had some stops here and there for some phototaking. One of them being a church that houses the virgen de los macarenas. Some kind of patroness of the city. It’s a 18th century staute that has this characteristic big-sized and elaborately-decorated gown and headdress. Its quite a popularly revered icon. Everywhere the souvenir shops sure sell pictures or statues or some kind of representation of this icon. Very very dramatic and spectacular church. Every part is embellished wif paintings, carvings, statues and architectural eements. Then at the front of the church in the back of the entrance there are some painted portraits of the previous 5 or 6 popes up til jp ii. Although its built in the spectacular baroque style, its quite remarkable in the sense that it was built quite recently, less than 50 years ago. Quite an ambience.


macarena church



We then proceeded to walk walk the old town santa crux, and there’s this small square where the famous spainsh painter murillo is buried. Same place where we walked the previous night. He was buried in the church that once stood in the square, but a fire destroyed it and up til today they still cannot pinpoint his exact burial site.

The old town also has patios or courtyards in the individual houses. Outside ar, the buildings look very plain, but u look inide and u realize that its another world.


seville cathedral



Our walk thru the old town brought us to Seville cathedral. Slowly and slowly, u see the streets start to widen, and buildings look more important. The climax being the sight of the huge huge cathedral set dramatically in the center of this semicircular square.outside, u see a nice mixture of different architectural styles dating from different periods. The Moorish tower, or giralda, was all that remained of the mosque that once stood in the site b4 it was damaged by earthquake then totally destroyed by the catholic monarchs. And the catholic cathedral was built over it. Reputed to be one of the largest in Europe, after st peters in rome and st paul’s in London.

The interior id also equally fantastic. U get the high ceilings and pillars characteristic of the gothic style, and the altar screens and other décor covered exquisitely in gold. Seems like if u want to look and all these properly, it wd probably take a week. Special mention to the unbelievable pipe organs and the main altar retablo.

I like it btter than st peters. The Vatican one is abit too much, too grand. U go in, u don’t feel like praying at all. Perhaps its due to the over usage of marble and lack of stone surfaces. Here in Seville cathedral, everything is perfect. The ideal setting for big spectacular feastday celebrations and masses. But I find it abit too much sometimes for private prayer…too distracting. But its still very nice. perhaps I’m not used to such size and grandeur. Maybe for this cathedral, its function as a prayer place will grow on u. maybe becoz I’m still in the touristic mode, so see all these, ya feel its very nice, and first thing u do is to take pictures. U don’t feel like praying, but if u clear ur thoughts and ignore the pple coming in and walking past and just contemplate on the mysteries of the faith, this will become the ideal place.

And they don’t have the votive candles that u see in Barcelona cathedral. But Seville cathedral is still a sight to behold.

And now we’re moving into Portugal going towards capital city Lisbon. Its been so far a great great trip, and in so many ways spain’s so much more fun when compared to italy. Maybe its becoz I’m older now and whatever I see now leaves a deeper mark on me, especially at this time when I’m on the lookout for new sources of inspiration.

blogging from torremolinos..

Saturday 26 november 2005 4:53am s’pore time

9:53pm spain time

todae was much traveling time. Stopped at this town of Malaga where I was treated to the sight of the incredibly breathtaking cathedral. Huge. Towering above me. A reflection power and majesty of the divine.

By the way, its very common in spain to have their siesta all yr round. This is when all work stops for the afternoon and pple take the half day off every day to enjoy life. this happens every day. Yes weekdays included. Its not so serious in the bigger cities like Barcelona and Madrid, but in the smaller, more rural areas, the city during their siesta period is like a dead deserted town. But in the evening, everything resumes back to normal and everything is lively once again. And they stop work once again at 9. start work late.. around 10. gd life. 4 seasons yr round holiday. Pace of life is very slow.

And Malaga cathedral also not excluded. Closed for the siesta. What the hell? Church also got holiday…here the priest also gd life la. So unfortunately becoz of this we couldn’t get a glimpse of the magnificent interiors that the glorious exteriors of the cathedral promises.

After that was a 15 min drive to torremolinos where we r staying for the night. Nice quiet town. Very cozy. Parents went out walking to shop for souvenirs, but I decided to stay in hotel room to do some drawing. Did a copy of one of velaquez’s paintings, of which a poster hangs in my hotel room. Progress was quite fast. Surprisingly. They came back 2 hrs later I just completed already.

And the view out of my hotel room is dam nice. Its very conveniently located, and look out and u can see the old streets. And our hotel name is Cervantes, after the author who wrote don Quixote. Looks plain on the outside, but the rooms r very nicely furnished. Got that 16th century feel to it. Even our hotel door is this nicely carved oakwood door wif this antique brass knob in the middle. And the room is decorated wif the famous works of the Spanish 16-18th century masters, Velasquez, goya and el Greco. Nice. And had dinner downstairs in the hotel. Was a buffet. Very gd food. Great day today.

spain trip day 6

Saturday 26 november 2005 6:36pm s’pore time

11:36am spain time

This morning went to the world renown palace of the Alhambra. If u haven’t heard of it, it just goes to show how much of a frog in the well u r. no just joking. B4 this also never heard of this building.

Anyways, just some background. The Alhambra was built dong noe how many centuries ago by the moors when they conquered the whole of spain. Their chose Granada as their seat dur to its beauty and strategic location high up in the mountains. And the Alhambra was born. I wasn’t really very much looking forward to this visit as my impression of such midde eastern stuff is just sand, mosques, plain walls and dah dah. Generally very plain and austere stuff. And indeed the Alhambra looks like that outside. An ordinary castle-like structure.

And as u expected, all that changed. I shall stop describing and just let the pictures tel the story. And trust m, the impact of all the deco on u is tenfold if u really go there and stand in the luxuriously carved rooms wif soaring cupolas above u, carved as an expression of the muslims’ interpretation of the heavens. Spectacular stuff.

And last time the king really got gd life. he’s the only person who can chose his wifes and concubines. And the selection process was done wif the women nude in the big baths. He wd stand on the balcony above and chose of above where he can have a gd view of all the chio bus. Of course today no such thing anymore.

and rewind back to yesterday. I shall go in chronological order, as usual though I have the urge to describe the flamenco experience first. The whole day was basically spent traveling on the bus to Granada. From Valencia, we cexited the valencian province into Andalusia. Along the way u can see a change in the landscape. In the outskirts of the city, u see mainly industries and hills, then after a while, just acres and acres of agricultural land, then just huge areas untouched by man. stopped at this ulu ulu town somewhere in between almeria and Granada called Guadix.


guadix



Historically it was inhabited by gypsies. And when the catholic monarchs philipp and Isabel expelled the moors from spain after the Christians took back almost the whole of the peninsula from the Moslems, these Moslems, gypsies and all that went into hiding into those caves, which became their homes. They also built fortresses around their settlements in the home of regaining their military might and wrestle spain from the Christians. Of course until today such a dream still remains a dream and so these gypsies stayed onand continued living in such caves. Guadix is one of the more beautiful and well preserved example of such cities.

In the olden days, these caves were very basic but now in the 20th century, many have electricity, lighting, water supply, and have been nicely decorated wif the typical blue, yellow, orange hues of andalusian ceramic tiles. U see these kind of tiles everywhere in spain by the way.

We were allowed to go into one of these humble dwellings. Walls on the outside and inside r whilewashed. Its something like the size of a 3 room flat, wif the kitchen separate from the rest of the house. And they only have one toilet. Its very cosy inside, contrary to what u might expect. Got tv somemore. And they preseve some kind of the original rustic charm. Nice. And the town’s very quiet. Small houses…the streets r also very cosy. A far cry from the moise, pollution, and faced-pace existence of the city.

And the flamenco show was very very gd. I have a desire to desribe this once in a lifetime experience in detail. Do a proper write up on this. But dong feel like doing it now. We’ll see la. Flamenco is a dance and music form originating from the region of Andalusia, and so if u want to watch some authentic rendition of it, where else better than at Granada.

It was born out of arab and gripsy influences, after both were expelled and sent into hiding in the country by the Spanish monarchs years ago. The Spanish flavour comes from the use of the classical guitar. But the rhythms and melodies are middle-eastern inspired. Gipsys by the way, I have learnt, r believed by many to have come from northern India, where they split into 2 camps. One settled in Romania and scattering across eastern europe, others went further to settle in the Mediterranean coasts like turkey, and the Iberian peninsula (spain) and others to italy. So harshal is a gipsy haha.

The flamenco performance was performed in one of the cave-like dwellings I talked abt, and this one has been converted into a restaurant. And the performance was really….lost for words. Cd really see that learning the flamenco techniques r a LIFELONG commitment. The older u r, they say, the more zai u r. Every part of the body is used in the dance, from the face (where u see the changing expressions), the hands, hips (shake ur bon bon) and the feet (fo moving from point a to b of course. Other that the very difficult dance steps they have to master, such dancers also have to achieve to near perfection some scintillating feet-rhythm tapping. All very difficult. It even looks difficult.


my spanish aunty



Dark harmonics. Darkened room. Hypnotic rhythms. Atmospheric guitar accompaniment. So exotic. And the music and dance steps range from conveying the poignant, the mysterious, to the boisterous to the jubilant. Therein the flamenco lies the long, tragic and difficult history of the gipsy people. Sometimes the music soars to a climax and the clapping crescendos to an almost unbearable pitch. At times the music seems to take control of the dancer, who somehow becomes hypnotized. At the mercy of the mysterious strains of the music. U have become the music. Very aptly I leave feeling that flamenco is journey into the nebulous and unknown. I finally understand what the dancers were trying to convey to me. Life. an undertaking that is sometimes arduous but can sometimes be very satisfying.

An unforgettable experience.

spain trip day 5 part II

Friday 25 november 2005 1:52am s’pore time

6:55pm spain time

I was deliberating to blog this event afterwards when I come back from the flamenco show, but I just can’t wait. B4 this, just some info to pinpoint my location. Am now in Granada, in the hotel situated in the mountains of the city just across the beautiful Arabic Palace of the Alhambra.

We had some spare time to walk walk around, so walk walk, bought some nice souvenirs, then walked some more. It was close to sunset and my parents decided to head back to hotel first. I decided to continue walking, then spotted this olive grove leading across the street. Lamps were already up and I was the only person standing there. Never having walked in an olive grove in my life, and curious to experience what it must have felt like for Christ when he was praying on the mount of olives, I descided to walk in.

In front of me was a fiery sunset, casting dark silhouettes of the cypress and olive trees against such a back drop. The air was still chilly, but it was still. I was the only person walking thru this sand-trodden path, off the beaten track. There was no sound at all. Not even the rustling of trees. I walked on, and pomb I realized that I was standing close to the edge of a gentle cliff, and was overlooking a spectacular view of Granada city.

I swear it WAS beautiful. Timeless magic. I chose a large rock to sit down and just take in all this beauty. And how I wish the moment wd last forever. It was the first time in a very very long time I felt so contented and happy. Simple pleasures r the ones that bring u the greatest happiness in ur life. at least this applies to me. Here I was temporary cut off from civilization, alone in this quiet spot wif beautiful olive trees wif the entire Granada city at my feet. Last time I experienced this was 2 yrs ago in this quiet town in sicily next to the coast. We had stopped there for lunch. I finished mine faster than the other tour members and decided to walk around. I had chosen this quiet spot which overlooked the sea. The cry of the waves, the blue blue sky…

Life is so beautiful.


breathtaking...

spain trip day 5

Friday 25 november 2005 4:38pm s’pore time

9.38am spain time

Am listening to the strains of Bon jovi on my laptop now while the coach bus is zooming thu the spectacular Valencian countryside. SO shiok. The music and the panoramic views outside seem to beat into one. The space and rich colour harmonics of Bon jovi echo very nicely the effect that huge mountains, shrubs, orange groves, hillside small spainish towns have when put together. And the sky and mountains in the distance look as though they come straight from a Dali landscape. The sun is out, accentuating the colour contrasts of the limestone buildings. Reminds me of de chirico. And I swear I saw a factory chimney that looked exactly like those that he uses in his oaintings. Now this is Art. When nature and the creations of man combine to complement one another like the black and whites of the yin and yang. Therapeutic. So beautiful.
U shd try this out once in your lifetime. Its really a very refreshing experience.

“She says we got to hold on to what we got,
it doesn’t make a difference if we make it or not……….”

B4 the Valencian Night walk

Friday 25 november 2005 2:14pm s’pore time

7.14am spain time

First stop on the way from Barcelona in the province of Catalonia is Taragona, famed for this old crumbling Roman amphitheatre or stadium. The sky was very blue, so very good for phototaking.

After that we proceeded to this ulu ulu town called Peniscola. Along the coast. Its quite crowded in may-june period as this is a popular destination for locals to stay during their holiday. The rich ones wd have their villas. According to tour guide, even at that time, everybody wd go to the beach to sun tan. Those lau pock papa mamas also go topless. Then she explain why. Tell long story, start abt middle ages, then talk abt conquistadors, then talk abt renaissance, say pple during renaissance due to a revival in many things and new discoveries, pple begin to appreciate what they have and dong have. So Europeans start appreciating the sun, that’s why like to sun tan topless.

By the way, I call our tour guide monk. Bulletproof monk. becoz she look like monk. And she eat vege only, and weather so cold ar, never w ear long pants. Just one long piece of black dress. Whether it’s a dress or not, I also dong noe. So stylo. This type really bulletproof.


monk



Anyways, peniscola was…beautiful. U have rows and rows of centuries-old white-washed buildings perched on a cliff overlooking the blue blue sea. The Mediterranean. And it preserves its medieval structure. Of narrow streets, winding here and there, wif a medieval fortress or castle, and a cathedral on top. This time of the season, peniscola quite quiet, unlike in may or june, so u dong see so many pple. Very quiet and peaceful. Timeless. Kind of evocative of the Sicilian towns in southern Italy.

After that we set off again. Drive drive, then stopped at this ulu ulu snackbar along the highway for lunch. We tried for the first time their las payas (also took this later for dinner.) for our family, it’s the second time since the first time when we took it in Barcelona we didn’t noe it was las payas. Ordered their meatballs, fries and smoked fish to go. Very good food. Really enjoy. Then after lunch while waiting to set off for Valencia I walked around. Cd see those huge mountains around, towering above me. Plus blue sky. Plus cool chilly wind…..ahhh.

In Valencia we were brought round to see the modern 20th century quarter wif their super modern palace of music, sciences, their hemispherical cinema. So modern. And design quite nice, nicer than our durian.

Then went to their old town. Wow the architecture’s just….very elaborate stonework. A lot of curves. Saw some of the old towers wif the typical platersque stonework. And the cathedral. The sunlight was quite red at that time, so it really suited the achitecture of the fiercely weather worn portico to the cathedral. Tour guide brought us up the bell tower. And all those lau pock auntie and uncle cannot take climbing the 200+ steps to the top. Whatever the case, the view on top was…wow. U see everything, first time I see a centuries old town from the air.

beautiful sunrise...


Now there’s a red sunrise above the valencian landscape outside my hotel. SO sososo nice….

Barcelona continued

Thursday 24 november 2005 4:09pm s’pore time

9.10am spain time

Feeling fresh and the start of another new day. Am blogging on the bus. We’re leaving Barcelona and heading towards Valencia, and stopping over shortly at taragona, supposedly famous for its well preserved Roman town. By now its all probably in ruins anyway, so not really looking forward to seeing it. But I think there r more interesting stuff in Valencia, also famous for their soccer team.

So anyway rewind back to yesterday. Picasso museum was huge. They contained many of picasso’s early works, and the very late works, wif only a few representational works of his stylistic phases in between. And yes I feel lucky to b finally b able to stand in front of the acual paintings. Mr chia has been waxing lyrical abt how seeing the actual works r a breathtaking experience and blah blah, but after yesterday’s experience, I don’t really get that much of a different feeling seeing the real works than seeing well-printed reproductions in those art books. If u feel any difference, its all probably a phycological thing. Conclusions from Picasso museum? Yes Picasso was quite skilled and he was very productive, producing so many paintings that have quality in such a short span of time. But I don’t really fancy him. The surrealists still rank supreme to me. What lingered in my mind, however was picasso’s interpretation of velaquez’s las meninas, and yes both versions r really popular.

Perhaps if my other aep friends and mr chia were to come here they’ll probably b more fascinated and probably go down on their knees and worship. So I feel abit unworthy to see these paintings. I didn’t leave wif any fresh inspirations for directions in art. My zainess far exceeds Picasso’s.

Then dinner was c and g. we really enjoyed it. One reason was becoz we were really hungry after walking after such a long day, and another was becoz the food was really good and reasonably priced. Took a pizza, wif this rice thingy cooked wif seafood, and a local desert called pajamas. Pijamas is basically this egg-based soft custard cake wif ice cream, sweet plum and whipped cream. Very enjoyable meal. After that went to las ramblas, bought some postcards and souvenirs along the way.

Then walked ls ramblas (they have very nice architecture along the streets as usual). Walked past this very elaboratedly decorated church. Wanted to go in and see, but I guess we were all so tired from walking so much that hotel was the only thing on our mind. Ramblas ended at this huge square called plaza de catalyuna, the same place the bus dropped us earlier. Veryh pretty. I wanted to sit down and just take in the magnificent ambience and feel the night air over Barcelona, but mother say she rather sit down in hotel. So bo bian, have to compromise and accommodation. Sat their undergroun metro from catalyuna to the end of the line, dropping at this stop called zona universita, which is the nearest place the hotel is located.

Sitting in barcelonametro is…what can I say? A normal mrt ride, although I have to comment that s’pore’s mrt is cleaner and looks newer. Theirs is abit dirty and drabby, but their transport system is quite efficient. I still have to say that sitting s’pore mrt is a more pleasant experience. And sitting metro that time, both o my parents were on high guard, still traumatized by their experience sitting roman metro 2 yrs ago, were papa almost got robbed by this tennage girl. Luckily none of these nonsense happened, and I have to conclude that Barcelona is a very safe city, contrary to what most of u might think.

And now to sum up…Barcelona is a very to the power of infinity beautiful city. The architecture here is…. And walking thru the streets is like walking thru a virtual open air museum. Every thing is so richly decorated. No surface is spared. From the carvings (not graffiti la)on the pavements, to the what-the-hell wrought-iron lamp posts. And the road system is quite neat, especially in the new town. In the old town, its more cramped and more messy. Many small lanes. And not all of the rd names in the old town r on the map, so if u have a lousy sense of direction, sure get lost one.

And after a day of covering the rest of the city in detail, the hallmark of Barcelona for me still is the cathedral. And rightly so. Many say that Barcelona was born of the cathedral and of Barcelona, the cathedral. If u come here, must come and see the cathedral. U won’t regret it.

And I hope the locals treasure what they have and not take all these beauty for granted. It took them centuries of history to achieve such beauty, so must appreciate la.

No mood to blog now. Dong feel like doing anything but sleep and listen to music. And solo exhibition preparation is still stagnant.

The Beautiful City that’s called Barcelona.

Wednesday 23 november 2005 4.09am s’pore time

9.10pm spain time

Another day of a wonderful holiday is gone, but I enjoyed every moment of it. Todae’s schedule to leave for this factory outlet was late. 1030. but all of us woke up early still. Papa woke everybody up by on-ning the tv so early in the morning. Mother curse and swear, but still got up nonetheless haha. After breakfast, I spent abit of the time to further explore my idea for solo exhibition. Its progressing well, no doubt spurred on by all the art and beauty I see here.

Wait for my parents to come up from breakfast, then when there’re ready, we decided to go out to do abit of walking around the area. Our hotel’s located in an old residential area, more for the upper middle class, so the neighbourhood got some nice and interesting houses.

I walk in front, then turn back saw my parents at the back there. Were fussing over something on their jackets for SO long. Nao hia waste my time. First make me wait for them for almost one hr to do finish their business after breakfast, then later walk walk that time kerna birdshit on their jackets. Then make such a big fuss over such a small thing. Ahyo. So they say have to go back to hotel to wash up. Clean wif tissue not enuff. Come all the way here to experience n see new stuff, and u let such small irritating things get into ur way. go back to hotel and wait until 1030 to leave.

While they were busy in the toilet fussing abt their nonsense, I looked outside the hotel window to just appreciate the panoramic scenery outside. Its still considered early morning at 10 here in Barcelona and u see pple coming out of their homes and going to work or sch or what not. There’s this hospital next to our hotel, so u see doctors and nurses coming in and out also. And while I was observing the traffic, I realized that barcelonians r very gracious pple, ever ready to really stop to give way to pedestrians and other cars. Ya I noe u also see this in s’pore, but over here its like a habit, a way of life. back home u only give way after giving it a second thought.

So after that went to the factory outlet located in the city outskirts. Just some high end shops fitted into some pretty buildings. Not fun one. Not a very interesting place la. Even mother who likes to shop so much also didn’t really buy much. Had lunch in one of the cafes coz were were leaving the factory outlet at 1 and the restaurants only open at 1. Ho mia. The café food was gd enuff anyway. I ordered this spicy majorca sausage hot sandwich which is tip top, wif a solid hot choc to go.

After that went back to town and they dropped us off at catalunya square, one of the more popular spots in the city. Itenary was to allow us to have the rest of the day to ourselves to explore the city on our own. me and my parents walked from there to see gaudi’s casa batllo and casa mila. Both were very impressive and nice both on the outside and inside. Batllo’s interior had a lot of curves and unexpected twists. It used to b a house that gaudi designed for this rich guy whose name is obviously batllo. And after a while, u get a sense of being disoriented and confused. There’s no clear organization to the house. In a gd sense. it’s a pleasant sensation and it adds to the building’s charm.

Mila’s also used to b a house belonging to a rich guy called mr mila. Gaudi designed this huge house for mila’s family. The balcony of the building had this strange shapes, wif chimneys that look like hoods worn by those penitents during holy week in spain. And the view on the balcony was spectacular. Cd almost see very landmark of Barcelona. And mind u r, the balcony not like ours so small. Theirs is huge. See this ar, ur balls r guaranteed to shrink one. Mila’s apartment on one of the floors was also open, and they left all the furniture and décor untouched, so walking thru those rooms was like a step back in time. Cd feel how it was like to live like a well-to-do in the 19th cen. Very song. And the house is huge. Very impressive, and I have to say once again that this gaudi guy is a genius. And yes he also designed that famous sagrida famiglia church that I saw yesterday. All of gaudi’s buildings here r landmarks la.

Then after that sit metro to see Picasso museum. Its located in the old town. Had dinner at one of the restaurants/cafes near to it after seeing Picasso. Then went to the famous las ramblas, something like barcelona’s version of our orchard rd. but here, its more historic, and the focus is not so much on the shopping but more on just taking in the atmosphere. Took metro baack to our hotel. Our tour guide conned us. Earlier when we asked her in the morning whether the hotel is near to the metro she say yes. Wha lau, its actually quite a distance. Walk until pock. That’s why come back already so tired. I want to go into detail of my reflections and describe what I saw, but I’m really so tired that I’ll have to hold back my recollections for tmw’s entry.

Sleep overpowers the desire to explore further and do anything else at this point in time. Dong even have energy to say gdnight and ciao.zzzzzzzzzzz

Barcelona. Day Uno

Wednesday 23 november 2005 4.09am s’pore time

9.10pm spain time

I have to blog this. Yes. The airplane delay was abit of a letdown. After that, thankfully the next klm plane flight to Barcelona came right on time, wif no glitches this time. Luckily. Flight was very pleasant. This afternoon was an almost clear cloudless sky so u cd see the scenery downstairs. Spotted paris from above from the effel tower and the arc tromphe wif the rds radiating from it. Also saw those spectacular snow capped mountains which I think border spain and france. Its was all so breathtaking. And on the flight they served us this very tock gong biscuit wif caramel filling as a kind of afternoon snack.

After cheacking out from Barcelona airport, (which surprised me by its small size. Within few minutes of touchdown we were out of airport already), we began racing to the town and exploring the sites in earnest. Ya all this due to the fact that we were 6 hrs behind time.


gaudi’s sagrada famiglia



First stop was Gaudi’s Sagrida Famiglia church( its now technically still considered a temple actually, since its not consecrated yet.) although half finished, its truly a work of art. The size, and originality in deco and style characteristic of gaudi’s wk really makes this unfinished wk still a wonder to behold. There’s a museum downstairs where they show u the sketches made by gaudi himself and subsequent artists and architects who worked on this project. Very interesting exhibits there. Especially the models…got one that gaudi made out of mini sandbags if the model contructed upside down, which is an ingenious way to gauge the recommended weight for the pillars and structure and so on…really a genius. There’s also a crypt in one corner of the museum where gaudi’s buried. Its really an astonishing building, no a breathtaking work or art. That overwhelming that overpowers u when u gaze skyward at the soaring towers of the unfinished sanctuary is something that cannot be described fully in words. There r just some things in this world where u can truly feel only if u go the actual site itself. My father had went here earlier in aug and he kept on describing to me how amazing this building was, an I cd not really fully understand what he was teling me, until todae, when I stood in front of that magnificent Nativity façade. If only u all were there….

Then bus zoomed us thru all the other attractions, casa mila, and other famous buildings designed by gaudi. No time to disembark, cd only take some shots on the bus. Then zoomed past their age-old market which the locals go to to buy clothes, foodstuff and all that nonsense. Reminds me of lau par sat back home. Just that unlike here in barcelona, where many centuries old traditions stay the same in the course of the city’s development, nothing back home stays the same. In s’pore, its always, this was once something something but its now…

Oh well. That’s not the main focus todae, so I’ll move on. The bus proceeded to zoom past the exposition sites of 1972, Spanish village, the neo-classical Olympic stadium, and to the top of monjunc hill where we were treated to a breathtaking view of Barcelona from the peak admist the glorious setting sun. very romantic view. Can see the old town, new town, peaks of sagrida famiglia, cathedral and some of their skyscrapers…

After that dusk had started setting in, and we proceeded to view the old town square. Here the lanes are narrower and everything is much more packed. Architecture also takes a more older, classical. Baroque turn, a contrast to the more moderninisme art deco and minimalist styles scattered in the new town. Arrived at the old town square at around 6. we were given 45 mins to explore abt. Me and my parents decided to visit the cathedral first since it dominated the square itself. Façade was under restoration, but cd tell that its gothic exterior must have been very inspiring.

So we went in. Nothing, and I mean nothing prepared me for what I was going to see. The dimly lit interior was massive. wif forests of majestic pillars and high soaring gothic buttresses. And there were very ornate side chapels covered in gold, decorated wif statues of the saints and the virgin mary. The hallmark of the cathdral for me r the many small ruby red candles or votive lights lit everywhere in the dark interior.

And u have the soft murmurs of the rosary in one corner, wif the congregation led by a nun. All I have to say is that the ambience in the cathedral was magnificent. An indescribable feeling u get walking in such a sacred space. Not even st peter’s cd match this. Not even the elaborate interiors of the other churches in rome d match this. This cathedral is what I call a real Cathedral. I was so mesmerized by the soft ambience, awed by the architecture, that I decided to stay in cathedral until 645, where we were supposed to meet back at the square outside. My parents decided to explore other stuff outside, but I decided there’s not much u can see given the time we have remaining so I continued walking around cathedral on my own, taking more pictures and slowly taking all the details in. Then I sat down in one of the pews and said a decade. One of the first times that I cd actually think clearly and concentrate in prayer in a church. After that walked around more, then met my parents again. Time to meet back in 5 mins time. They say. So we walked out. As a souvenir, we went next door the cathedral shop, and bought this small statue of the virgin. Expensive. Cost 14 euros, but its worth it, as a real reminder of that wonderful spiritual experience I had. And the statue somehow captures that esoteric and mystical quality present in spanish Catholicism. Looking forward to more of these faith-reaffirming experiences in Toledo and fatima.

And the images of those rosy votive candles illuminating the walls and statues of the saints still linger on.


Barcelona cathedral



After that went for dinner at this Chinese “shanghai” restaurant. Food was not too bad, and was not salty. And the hallmark of todae’s trip is still the cathedral.

And I have to say that barcelona’s a marvelously beautiful city. So full of life, and the architecture is…..got baroque, gothic, roman. Norman, neo-classical, neo-gothic, art deco, modernisme,….a kaleidoscope of 2000 yrs of architectural history all packed side by side next to each other. A real gem. And I’m still reeling from todae’s bus ride which passed by all those richly-decorated facades in a flash. U see something interesting, then b4 u noe it further up the street, or next to it there’s another even more shen building. They say the got all the world-famous architects to design barcelona’s buildings. That’s how they got such a nice collection of structures all over the city. Hope I grow up that time become architect will also b able to leave my mark here.

If only s’pore cd look like Barcelona. Its an utopian vision for now. An impossible reality. But then, nothing’s impossible in this world as long as u got the brains and the willpower to fulfill that dream.

Feeling tired after a long flight and long day. Am looking forward to tmw, and I’ll b back wif more stuff to share. night night.

Spain trip day one

Tuesday 22 november 2005 3:29 s’pore time

8.29 amsterdam time

Well here I am at it again. Blogging from Amsterdam airport. Supposed to transit at Amsterdam then go Barcelona from there. And this can b considered an experience la. First time blogging out of s’pore. Anyways this lousy KLM airlines (their dutch national airlines) delayed back then at s’pore for 45 mins coz the fuel or something missing or what. Then now ar, our klm transit flight to Barcelona at 630 cancelled “due to technical difficulties”. We have to sit the next flight at 12. which means we’re stuck here for a solid 6 hrs… :( Everybody very pel chek coz, now everything as in all the sightseeing stuff have to shift forward. And the day one tour have to rush guo qu. Lousy airlines…cheat my feelings and my money. But oh well, shan’t let this kind of depressing feelings spoil the trip. At least we got that time to look see around their airport, which is supposed to b the ex-number one airport in the world. Quite ok la.. saw some of the souvenir shops got some nice stuff. The traditional blue-white glazed porcelain which r made into pots, cheese holders, vases, candle sticks and ever thing else useful under the sun r quite nice, though they r priced on the high side. Plan to buy them when we come back here again for transit to s’pore at the end of our trip.

The flight here was a solid 12 hrs. so sit and sit until car tia. Ah yo get up already really feel like uncle. And quite squeezy. Although I was very tired, had trouble sleeping during that night flight becoz this stupid ang moh behind me also find his place very cramp and keep on fidgeting and kicking my chair. Almost want to box him. Then get up then see him whoa so big size wif all the dua liap muskle then changed my mind and pretend stand up to go toilet instead. And the young ang moh man sitting next to me quite helpful when want to embark that time so kind to help us take our luggage from the upstairs compartments. And during the whole trip only sleep a short while then the rest of the trip read this thick textbook. Dong noe what subject. Written in dutch and like very boring. Got no pictures.
Then I had a dream,…dreamt that I was woken up during the by somebody’s sms. Then realized that ker xin sms me, say she wish me have a safe journey and enjoy my trip. And my first reaction was whoa.. even she also read my blog…ah ya then after that woke up to real life then realized it was only a dream. Reach airport cheack handphone..ya it was really dream. Nobody sms me. What a strange dream.

So now at the airport eating lunch. Ya still having trouble getting to used to their time zone. And I hope the rest of the trip won’t have anymore of these nonsense or worse still (choy choy choy) go to the tourist site there then realied cannot go due to bad weather…

Feeling abit disappointed now.