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Past. Present. Future

Saturday, May 19, 2007

i will grow thru dis pain...

training dis week was shiong.

the 16k was a veri enjoyable route march compared to our earlier ones. it rained earlier in the day so the weather realli went easy on us. our non-stop hits helped distract us from the shackness. n now when i listen to songs like ‘better man’, ‘tong hua’ or those familiar non-army songs we sang during the march, i’m reminded of dat bittersweet experience.

went for nus architecture aptitude test yesterday. no kick at all.
off to enjoy my weekend, n i hope dat my cough will quickly bet better.

Friday, May 11, 2007

purple light

dis week seemed so long yet so somehow so short. sit test was hell. almost died during the 12k route march to the sit test grounds. route marches r one of the most mentally n physically draining exercises i’ve experienced in bmt. as the last platoon in the company, its an added psychological thing to see never-ending rows after rows of men marching in front of u toward wad seems to b a never-ending road. look to ur left right n front n u’ll see strays from earlier platoons falling behind n u can realli hong gan.

lpv, rifle, air-con helmet and ur ass of a field pack straining onto ur shoulders....throw in the heat, the never-endingness of it all, n the question of when ur next rest will come beating in ur head..... u’ll realli b tested to beyond ur human limits. its one march i’ll remember when i stand in the parade square in my smart 4 on graduation day thinking back abt my bmt experience.

the missions in the sit test were ok, but dis is not to say we weren't challenged. wad realli killed us was the weather again. by 10am it was so hot u can literally fry an egg. n by noon my combat rations tasted 10 times better than usual coz it was like oven baked in the sun (no sarcasm here)....washed down wif naturally boiled water from ur green water bottle...sit test made the day feel super long, but its realli something u'll neva experience as a cv.

once again it feels so nice to book out. n it feels so nice to noe dat once sit test over, there’s realli nothing much to worry abt til graduation. all in all, our out field experience taught us one thing. “the world is cruel n men are selfish” the oc’s classic words. haha priceless.

onli one new thing. the commanders stopped confining pple coz they realized dat the confinement quota for the entire company has already been reached haha.

i’m sitting here thinking of something else other than army to talk abt n i can’t realli think of anything. so lame can. my brain is soaked wif army inside out. i’m off for my well deserved rest. night pple.

Saturday, May 05, 2007

i survived!

if the training doesn’t get into ur head, the weather will. ninja coy just discovered dat the legendary field camp was absofuckinglutely no fun at all. hot days n rainy nights. toasted in the day, soaked at night. some bmt experience i will never forget.

i hate mess. dreaded finding packing unpacking n doing stuff from my field pack in the dark armed wif n extremely unreliable torchlight. it was- messy. one thing i learned. always never sleep wif ur stuff lying around. when u wake up the next morning u’ll see heaven trying to pack all of them in. – or - worst still, if it rains in the middle of the night. which it did for almost every night.

there was one night when it suddenly poured like mad when we were all peacefully sleeping in our shellscrapes. it was madness as we evacuated our coffins n scrambled to gather all our stuff together n getting our raincoats on. there were no instructions from our commanders to go anywhere so me, my buddy n 2 of my platoon mates - 4 of us in all - huddled close to keep ourselves from turning into snowmen. it was the gayest moment of my life. but i guess dis made it memorable.

out field, u’ll mis ur bunk n ur bed. once back at bmtc, u’ll start missing ur home, ur loved ones, ur friends n all the little little things u did in civilian life. i also missed church. to me, mass was like the routine defining factor affirming me dat wow, yes, dis is civilian life. its probably the peace of mind i get when i sleep- no- chill out on the pew.

alot of my platoon pple already haf their next weekend n next next weekend booked for confinement. i also kena confined for dragging my boots in front of oc but not yet told when mine will b.
right now, i’m enjoying my 2 nights in the city.