meet up wif godbro n godparents after not seeing him for more than a month. today, i felt a distance between me and them. its as though i’ve learnt to grow on my own out of their world, their life, n suddenly, today when i’m thrown back into that world, it kinda takes awhile to get used to.
have u ever been so close to a person, then having suddenly to wake up n realize that u don’t know each other as u used to? i’ve known sean for 7 years, n yet today, i feel closer to my bunkmates than him. its a weird and awkward feeling to not feel that u can confide anything and everything in your best friend.
i guess people grow out of one another with time. or we both put up a brave strong front to one another cos we’re insecure of respect. n with his parents around its hard for us to open up.
all we need is to spend some time on our own together. i still consider him my godbro, n its hard to believe i actually thought of stop keeping in touch. its rash, stupid n it doesn’t accomplish anything. human relationships r sometimes so complex.
alvin ong dozed and watched the sawdust trampled night @ 12:24 AM
