the imperfectionist
These are one of the days when emotions overflow, n i once again empty some of the excess into this not so forgotten corner of cyberspace.
its one of those days when u feel like an imperfect person trying to b a perfectionist in an imperfect world. u noe those times when words n visuals fail. n u just can't seem to let the steam out. the frustrations, the anger, the laughter, the loneliness, the insecurity, the feeling of being loved n understood... yeah its one of these times.
i guess dats y some people need a God to believe n put their trust in. i do not consider myself a religious man, but it is a true luxury to have someone who u can put your faith in, who knows exactly how you feel. at this moment, now. n when u lift up ur joys n sorrows in thanksgiving, it is a burden off your load.
believing n trusting in a God is not a holy moly thing for holy people. its more of an expression of humility. yes, i am weak, n i have made so many mistakes in my life, but i am thankful for what i have, n who i am. n i am also thankful for the miracles.
life can sometimes be so overwhelming.
alvin ong dozed and watched the sawdust trampled night @ 12:54 AM
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