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Past. Present. Future

Sunday, August 17, 2008

inefficiency

red tape.

lazy people and a lazy organization.

procedures that can't be bent.

This week was a lesson in inefficiency. its extremely frustrating. it costs unnecessary time and energy. n there are factors that r beyond my control and power, dat makes other pple's problems become mine. on my part, i seriously need to do something about my interpersonal skills.

i find it extremely difficult to coax people into producing results i want. sometimes its not a natural thing to be lucid and accurate in highly stressful situations. how do you compel people to do something for you? how do you bend the rules. i have hurled myself headlong into another brick wall.

my father's advice sounded simple; cultivate relationships . “people buy people”, they like to say. i'm a natural loner, n this seems beyond myself. i feel prematurely compelled to learn.

feeling discouraged and not confident of myself at all.

this week is a week of outfields. won’t b back this weekend.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

haw par villa

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went to haw par villa with my parents today. it was yesterday once more.

paid the $1 ticket to enter the gates of hell section. perhaps the cheapest ticket in s’pore. the change was given in coins of the 80s.

as i walk through this cultural wonderland of myths and legends. old tales come to life in the creative depictions from chinese folklore. though some tableaus have been repainted, much of the original paint has faded over the years. its creative juices however, are vividly fleshed out. alot of thought has been put into its artistry, most evident in the painstaking detail.

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much of the tableaus r very direct and educational, rich in cultural references. reminding me of cathedral murals dat present complex theological doctrines in a simple visual manner.

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the last time i came to haw par villa i was still a small kid n my father still carried my around on his shoulders. as i grew up, i wondered about the fate of haw par villa after f&n decided to throw in the towel. today many of the exhibits struck me as surprisingly familiar. i remembered posing with the sumo wrestler n the statue of liberty n the numerous statues of the buddha.

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it was a nostalgic moment to once again discover the ever iconic laughing buddha still laughing and standing after all these years. though it still graces many postcards, the huge haw par villa dragon has been demolished n replaced wif a rather banal statue of guan yin.

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many of the tableaus n moral fables remind me of the countless stories my chinese teachers told me in school.

back then, i was too uninterested to pay any attention to any of them. however, today’s visit made me realize the historical n cultural importance of haw par villa. many of these stories might have been familiar to the older generation, but they r certainly unknown to many youths today. our parents grew up with the likes of xi you ji and hong lou mong. today’s kids read disney fairy tales. if haw par villa is demolished, these stories, myths may soon be forgotten.

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its hard to believe that haw par villa was a hotspot in the 70s n 80s, much like the IR they’re building now in sentosa not too far away. it gives me an idea of the popularity this place enjoyed in its prime. today its quiet and deserted. its surprising how much singapore has changed in 20 years. it seems we’ve grown out of a need for places like these, preferring air-conditioned shopping malls that offer material comfort.

its not that the values depicted in the tableaus have become outdated. rather, as the population gets more well-educated, n with the internet, people perhaps desire less of a need for such depictions of morality.

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the graphic depictions of the courts of hell have a diluted effect on our conscience. perhaps we have been too desensitized. too caught up with our lives dat we lose track of our values and our roots.

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Sunday, August 10, 2008

ndp thots

dis year’s national day was memorable for a number of reasons. its alot of firsts for me. usually i watch it on tv every year, but this is the first time i’ve been given an opportunity to watch it live. many opportunities actually, after going through the same rehearsals n routine week after week, the sequence is kinda wired into my hardrive. the novelty of the theatrics wear off by the 2nd rehearsal. n u can actually anticipate how the show’s going to go.

the upside is i leave with numerous photos of the same sequence, but under slightly different sky backdrops. each experience being unique n beautiful.

the memory of rehearsing every thursday and saturday, with the buggy sequences changing literally every minute. it was frustrating. the memory of doing the sequences like clockwork. it became a thrill. the memory of the lightstrike csm suddenly deciding to allow the reserve drivers drive on the actual day.

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the memory of driving and chatting with suria host Hoda Ali.

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the memory of competing with other professional photographers for the best spots. the memory of not sitting where u r supposed to, but nobody gives a shit during rehearsals.

the memory of being starstruck by all the bling bling regulars don on their pristine number ones. parades truly set the stage for badge appreciation. especially the rare ones.

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the memory of the majestic black knights and their death-defying stunts.

the memory of seeing the full fireworks for the first time in the third NE show. it was a truly beautiful sight. and as the colours sweep through ur consciousness, the memory of wonder and awe. it was overpowering.

always booking out early on thursdays to eat civilian lunches. the memory of collecting rations. it was a long walk to the other end of the floating platform. indented food was always either kfc, pizza hut, or SFI. we always saved our stomachs for a proper dinner at old airport road hawker centre. a place i will always associate from now on for serving one of the best rojak and prawn mee around.

me, irvin n kenneth decided to share tze char for one of our dinners. the memory of accommodating their different needs. we settled on the herbal chicken, kang kong and fu yong dan. its so easy to throw out ideas but its another to follow them through.

the memory of photo-whoreing at esplanade basement.

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the satisfaction of capturing that one special moment in a very special parade. a thousand conditions fall into place, only to be gone in an instant. one perfect shot.

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the memory of the human jam on the actual day after the show. the memory of a truly sinful supper at this italian restaurant at clarke quay.

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these are memories i carry away from the ndp experience. mine to cherish; fondly pleasant. unique in their own way, since there will only be one ndp 2008 and one set of host entry drivers.

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this year i’m reminded of 2007’s inspiring national day thoughts. now alittle less romantically idealistic of the future, but still believing in a hopeful and optimistic future. not just for myself, but my friends, my family and my country. from here, the road beyond ndp is riddled with forest adventures as we go back outfield again, n finally stage 2 in wallaby. something i’m not looking forward to. but i’m silently determined to do my best for myself.

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happy birthday singapore!