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Past. Present. Future

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

routine n more routine these days. currently working on another painting. its been painting for days n days, breaking for breakfast, lunch, dinner, boston legal, midday snacks and sleep. wad a sad life isn't it?

actually there can b nothing more satisfying. art means the world to me. when i start on a project, i throw myself wholeheartedly into it. i think of it day n night. its cathartic. n there's the security in knowing that there'll b no call from nowhere telling u need to book in for guard duty n all that crap. for once, i actually get the luxury of the focus i always craved for. in the midst of all that artistic activity you allow ur mind to distill thoughts, events, people and stuff. n there's is nothing to beat the visual satisfaction of a job well done. how lucky i am to have a job i absolutely adore doing, n actually get to make a living out if it at the same time.

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

work.

Today my client told me something he wanted me to do that i'm pretty uncomfortable with. in my mind i can already picture what he has in mind, n its not a choice i would have made if i were in his shoes. but i guess that’s why its a job, n its my duty to satisfy his needs to the best of my ability, in a particular situation n a particular time.

whether i feel like it or not, i have to do it. its an obligation, not a choice. and i must do it well.

dats why its such a challenge, and i love challenges, and i know i will triumph in the end. i know i can do it. i must... i will... i can.