trip to cmpb
todae went to cmpb for medical examination for ns. sup sup water la. u just go, they take passport photo of u, check here, check there, check whether ur hearing is gd, ur teeth, ur urine, get ur blood sample, height n weight, x ray etc then got this chegopeck doctor will as u to strip n do all sorts of funny thing, then after that will ask u a few questions, like “do u haf tattoo?”, “are u gay?” or “do u take drugs to get high high?”. then when the medical side pple r done (this takes abt 45 mins of following instructions n going to this that station) u go to this room where u sit for this vocational aptitude test. this one ar can die one. the test took abt 1 and a half hr. nao hia ask so many questions....got numbers, maths, physics, some visual manipulation, pattern questions...all of them u haf to do within a time frame. on the whole, quite an interesting experience.
last sat as usual joined sean for novena. somehow recently, i feel that something’s changed. abit of an awkwardness, abit sianess. i don’t know la. maybe its coz of the exams affecting the both of us. i might b reading too much into things. i feel myself changing. whether for the better or for the worse i’m not sure. wait for cts to b over then see how.
life these days seem so empty. n i find myself wondering... did i feel exactly this way last year b4 the common test n promos? i can’t seem to recall. though i’m very sure that i pushed myself harder then.... n when the a lvls come, will i feel this way again? n for a long while, i realized that my entries have just been like that, moodyness..... n i ask myself... when was the last time i ever felt inspired?.....the december holidays. when was the last time i ever felt happy? or cracked a gd joke?
quite a long time ago.
alvin ong dozed and watched the sawdust trampled night @ 12:19 AM
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