in a pit
life these daes have been bad. i’ve found myself growing increasingly moody n introvert lately these few weeks. i have to admit that. maybe its becoz of the stress n all the work that the teachers pile up on us. usually this mode goes away quite quickly, but it doesn’t seem to b happening this time round. and can tell that relations wif my classmates have been soured. i won’t put names, n if u noe me personally u’ll probably noe who they r. n looking at the situation, i haf no idea how to mend them. its just an irreversible clump in life. n the exams r coming up...how i wish i cd lay the finger of all my probs on it, but as we history students noe, things r never the product of just one thing la.
gp paper coming up tommorrow. wad the hell. i should have put in more effort in reading up more widely that past year. thinking of it, i have done absolutely nothing to improving my general knowledge...one reason’s probably lack of interest wad the heck. n another i’ve conned myself into thinking that if i read the papers, i’ll acquire some knowledge in current affairs. how naive i have been. i’ve just realized that i never actually read the papers, wad i read goes one ear in one ear out. i am at a loss as to how to survive the paper tmw, n i pray that the topic that’ll come out is something i’ve remotely heard of, not some gundu gundu mama shit like gossip or poverty..... n florence yap said that the compre won’t b easy.
spiritual life as also taken a dip for the worse. haiz. so much to do, so much i want to do, so little time. life now is one big mess.
alvin ong dozed and watched the sawdust trampled night @ 7:13 PM
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