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Past. Present. Future

Monday, February 06, 2006

suddenly i just don't feel the same.

something's not right. ok everything's not right.

i’ve just registered for ns. get that anxious feeling. n booked the medical examination time n date as they requested.....20 march. then submit. then after that realize that SHIT that period there is sure to have common test one so timing sure clash. ahya die la. like that how? cannot change the time already. me being rash once again....over such an important thing. haiz.

i’m trying not to worry abt this too much. if clash will let the sch noe. hope they’ll b able to arrange something. n i also heard that aep students get to have their common tests pushed forward later by one week coz we need to do some stupid ushering for some exhibition held at moe......ahya i realli dong noe what wd happen if this aep exhibition thing, ct n the medical examination clash all together. dong noe.

sch’s these daes been dam sian. sianness really. even i slept thru todae’s art. n i found out that the sofa in the art room is dam comfortable for sleeping.zzz -_- but come home from sch like all feel dam sian. even dong even feel like mugging, which makes me feel even more guilty. i’m like lagging behind in my work for like dong noe how many weeks already. that contributes to the sianness to. ahya these daes have been crap la. there’s just something, something that’s bugging me. n this something....i realli have no idea wad it is.

suddenly everything just doesn’t feel right. is it me in one of my moods of depression?