some dreams.
just came back from sch. an utterly spent and long day. drained n tired from working on coursework the whole day. no mood to do any h/w or stuff right now, brain has 58% shut downed, so might as well blog.
i’ve been having rather strange dreams lately. i remember the one i had on friday. it was kinda like a nightmare, an emotional roller coaster ride. to put it simply, i dreamt that a close friend of mine’s father passed away. n at the funeral, he said something (after which, right now, i found really strange)...something abt we should all say good things about his father. then another bit i remembered was that we both walked across the road to this kopitiam, the building that looked somewhat like this old colonial structure along victoria street today. n he was in tears... i had no idea if any of the above made any sense. dreams r supposed to b irrational anyway. sadness n melancholy. i guess it all adds to the mystery.the inexplicable r sometimes best explained through irrationalism and random thought i guess.
then yesterday i dreamt i looked out of my study room window n surprise surprise, i saw mars almost as visible and big as the moon. it was a cloudless night sky riddled wif countless stars n the sky also had that purple, mulitcolour cloud kind of thingy u see in those orion nebula photographs. i suddenly realized that an eclipse was happening real fast right b4 my eyes. it lasted only a few seconds. n taking my camera, i managed to only take one photo of it b4 it ended. it was an describable feeling of awe, beauty n serenity looking at this dreamlike, very colourful and eventful night sky i tell u.
u noe, i don't noe why we always wake up forgetting most of our dreams. after all, they r but another product of our brains at work. if we can remember useless stuff like which is the most generous canteen food aunty? or what are the factors affectinf interest rate? then surely, we cannot b deprived of the insights of the subconscious mind? but maybe its coz we r denied of such access that the subconscious serves its function. i don't noe. i'm just realli tired n talking nonsense. better pop to dreamland again b4 i start hallucinating anything funny. this has never happened b4, but oh well, its better to b safe than sorry!
alvin ong dozed and watched the sawdust trampled night @ 10:52 PM
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