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Past. Present. Future

Friday, July 07, 2006

wrong

my world cup prophecies all wrong. sorri if u based ur bets on my advice. sorry. n now u haf to sell ur house. nenenipupu! other than the occasional world cup match, the week has been – just grey.

free periods being dished out like confetti, hrs after hrs stoning n just talking nonsense in canteen, n of course, the occasional leaks here n there from teachers who just can’t keep to themselves their glee of slaughting us in the cts. right now as it is, results have been bad bad bad n just bad. just horrific to the point that u just can’t believe ur bloody eyes when u see the marks. how the hell did i get slow low? i m capable of such barbaric marks? unbelievable. now i’m praying n hoping for the best. but uneasy anticipation has been dampened by my art teacher’s threats to fail my art grades. on wad grounds? for going home to complete my a lvl coursework instead of staying in school thats wad!

the relationship between student n teachers as we all noe r; teacher plans lesson. student goes for lesson wif the aim of 1) completing the syllabus, 2) giving the teacher the respect he/she should b accorded given 1) the teacher’s expertise in the field, n 2) recognizing teacher’s effort placed into planning for the lesson.

art lessons do not fit this convention so on wad basis do u haf to co-erce me to turn up for ur f*ing lessons. theres no syllabus, but rather the aim’s to complete coursework. a kind of ‘laissez-faire’ system for u to do the final mad dash to complete ur coursework just in time for the As. mr lee doesn’t do any lesson preparation given this.

paintbrushes, masking tape, canvas n all the other stuff r at home so wad do u expect me to do if i turn up? n theres really no space at all in the art room for me to work. u’ll understand once u’ve seen the size of the canvas. pple work in the art room coz its supposed to b “The place” for art-making. but its hot, its grey, its cramped, noisy, stifling when u go to the art room for lessons at the end of the day. its totally uncondusive!

there was an agreement dat i’ll see him periodically wif pics of my progress on my canvas at home. but it seems he has just went against this agreement wif his outbursts of unfounded anger.

he threatened to kick me out. well if he does, he still can't stop me from sitting for the A level art exam. i paid the exam fees.

this is no time for me to b nice. the system’s meant to facilitate ur progress. if the system doesnt work, discard it. noe ur aim n work towards it. he said “we shd from now on work together to finish the dam coursework by a lvls is dat alright?” well said, mr loser. just try to put ur words to practice for once alright?