A Typical Sunday
Todae woke up at 830 feeling tired, had only 6 hrs of sleep, vacillating between conscious visible reality and dreamland, so went back to sleep, after all, I still had like 2 more hrs b4 I have to go to church at 1030. So sleep sleep... then sleep already shuang shuang wake up already to prepare to go to church, ahya then realized 1200 already. By now mass probably ended already, so bo bian, next week can try again. I still remember the heydays in Sec4 where every Sunday I die die wakeup at 700 to go for the 730 mass. I think the 730 mass the best. U get the feeling that ur starting off the day wif communion wif God b4 running off do go abt the rest of ur day. Some more ar, Singaporeans love waking up late, so go 730 mass very few pple. The merrier. Dong noe whether is I anti-social or isit I just love that sense of space and silence created when less people go for mass (eos haha). And somemore 730 mass is the filipino choir, so got some standard and special flavour. Thats why I think for my parish, the best mass ts the 730 one, and not the supposed 1030 one which is usually the most crowded and has the youth choir which is said to be the most zai.
Todae afternoon is also pia solo exhibition dae. My schedule yesterday was to spend a few solid hours just piaing ideas, but somehow there seemed to b a limit to an amount of inspiration I get in a given amount of time. After a while, I started loosing focus, and started blogging that long entry on Sji. I also figured that since my theme for solo exhibition wd be something abt exploring life in SJI, I might as well put down all that I have to say in my exhibition(in the end, I might be saying more) in words first, as a means to get my facts right, coz sometimes, in the process of art-making, I might loose track of what I honestly want to say.
Anyways, I've decided from now on that fine..like my other subjects, I cannot pia art all at one go. My brain is not as zai as I think it is, so I've divided my schedule into manageable portions. And on days wif high artistic activity, I wd gladly prolongue the conceptualization process.
Yesterday night, was spent reading other pple's blog, then this guy wrote something in his entry abt studying o lvls that really struck a chord in me,"a limit is only possible if u believe it to be.what u can achieve u'll never noe. so push urself and try harder." So there u have it. If I ever feel nua after 1/2 hr of piaing art (I have short attention span), I go back here to read this to perk me up, and it'll keep me going. So now I shall stop fantasizing and really put my plan of action to work, commencing now, cya all. Have a gd weekend.
alvin ong dozed and watched the sawdust trampled night @ 2:29 PM
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